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22 April 2009 @ 10:52 pm
I'm worried because I have no fuckn idea where my relationship with Paul is going.
It's only the second week, and I shouldn't worry.
But I'm afraid to get attached to him because at some point I have to go to college, he'll either stay here or go elsewhere.
Here's the joke: I'm starting to get really attached.
I'm being retarded and pathetic because I really do like him.
And, I don't want to mess things up for once. I do want to be with him -- I just don't know if he feels the same way.

Today, I also realized how much of a bitch I am to a certain friend.
I'm sorry.
It's not like me to let you down, but I am sorry.
Current Mood: stressedstressed
BaeLee: TellerGravebaelee_fiction on April 26th, 2009 01:49 pm (UTC)
Awe, Hugs!!

Man there is nothing like a stranger trying to hug you virtually over the internet.

You don't know me, which makes this even weirder, but hang in there. The same thing happened to me in my senior year, with this AMAZING guy. I never met anyone like him, and i will probably never meet another one like him again. The point is, YES we did separate when school was over because he moved a bajillion miles away to go to college but we're still really good friends and If you care about someone as much as you think you do than things will work themselves out. Even if you do separate, you'll still have all of the great times to look back on. Look we're being all pessimistic here. Maybe you'll stay together forever. XD It's in our human nature to get attached... it's our curse, and it sucks when we're separated from the ones we love, but eventually the pain in your heart subsides and you're able to live your life. Just think about all of the positives, and if you must separate... than keep in touch, people say long distance relationships don't work... but my aunt and uncle of the definition of exceptions. She waited 15 years for him, and they've been together ever since. Well.. i don't think that helped. you're prolly over there like great 15 years... thanx a lot BaeLee you dork, I wasn't even thinking of that!

Anyway, just keep your head high, and I'm sure things will work out for the best. And if not, I'll be here to give you another creepy stranger hug.

The main reason I posted though was to tell you that your Icon made me laugh, what a hilarious picture of Jax! XD